Pt. II
On to the second album in my top 10! Let me just start by saying that this one is huge! There was a time between the ages of 13 and 15 that this band rivaled my love for the Red Hot Chili Peppers. The group is Nirvana. The album is "Nevermind".
Hearing Nirvana for the first time for me was a defining moment in my life. Just like when I heard RHCP's "Under the Bridge", I remember exactly where I was when I heard "Smells Like Teen Spirit". I was again a passenger in a vehicle listening to the radio. It was 1992 and I was 12 years old sitting in the back seat of our Dodge Ram van. I can't remember the what station was that we were listening to but I had tuned out whatever was playing. Then I heard the opening guitar riff to SLTS.
It was almost funky in its rhythm, kind of a "Wild Thing" strumming pattern (think the Troggs, not Ton Loc). The guitar was raw and brittle sounding and I was immediately drawn in. Then all of a sudden Dave Grohl's drum fill enters the picture and BOOM! Everything is to 11 and rocking hard! It was so wicked sounding to me at the time. I remember feeling a huge rush of adrenaline, like I had just been rudely awaken from a nap followed by an urge to go out and break something. And then as soon as it boiled over, it simmered down to a quiet, steady pulse. Kurt Cobain's haunting vocals were at the same time dark and melodic. I could have recited the melody after the first listen. The chorus comes in like an explosion and his voice shreds like knives and you get worked up all over again! It goes on like this for just over 5 minutes. It was pure excitement. I had never heard anything like it.
This sort of loud, soft, loud dynamic was something Nirvana would use again and again in future recordings. In my opinion, it always worked well for them and I never really tired of it. It's a dynamic they stole from the Pixies and in years ahead would be stolen from them by countless other bands like Radiohead ("Creep") and Green Day ("Longview").
I purchased "Nevermind" right away and it took no time at all to grow on me. I loved every song on that record. And I mean I absolutely loved every single aspect of every single song on that record! I had just started playing guitar when Nirvana got a hold of me and after I learned two power chords, I could play along to the whole record. In years to come I would have an internal conflict on whether or not to take the Nirvana path and write short, edgy, and loud punk rock songs or to take the RHCP path of embracing black music, classic rock, and guitar solos. I would ultimately choose the latter.
Whenever I bring up the importance of Nirvana in shifting pop culture, I always have to defend them from naysayers. I argue against the sentiment that they were only popular because of the angst ridden figure that Kurt Cobain played and the tragic end that he would meet. To that I say "bullshit"! While that may be true in some cases (Sublime, Blind Melon) Nirvana and Kurt Cobain weren't one of them. They showed me that you don't have to be a virtuoso musician to make powerful music. They carried the underground punk rock ethos of their forebearers in to the mainstream. They infiltrated pop culture like a disease and single handedly erased a whole genre of trivial music (hair metal) while at the same time knocking Michael Jackson out of the #1 position on the Billboard top 100. Not bad for a trio of greasy punks from small town Pacific Northwest! And to me their songs were great. Cobain's music and lyrics were completely original in their strange beauty and darkness. He wrote catchy, pop songs that were both gloomy and bright at the same time. There has yet to be another band or artist to rival the importance of Kurt Cobain and Nirvana.
"Nevermind" to me is an all time classic record not just for the 90's and rock music but for any era and genre. I would go on to fall in love with their next album "In Utero". An album that would take time to grow on me but would ultimately get more plays in time by me than its predecessor. I was 14 on the bus ride home from school when the radio DJ announced that Kurt Cobain had commited suicide. The next day at school kids would make jokes about it while I was genuinely heartbroken and sad. More than any other artist that met their end too soon with the exception of Jimi Hendrix, Kurt Cobain is the one who's music I've missed the most. I loved Nirvana! Still do......
Jace